I need to vent
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Ok so Im 19F. Was talking to this guy on instagram for 2weeks. He would only come at night,would talk to ne for 2hrs straight and wouldn’t even leave the chatbox. Even everytime I tried to end the convo,he kept going. He's also preparing for his exams so he used to tell me hes busy the entire day or his parents would yell at him if they see him using his phone so he comes at night and would talk to me without any worry. So I was happy as we both had similar humour,we were bonding,although i was kinda developing feelings but i genuinely adored our bonding more. Then one day he disappears and its been almost 10days since we talked. Not like we fought or anything we were great friends enjoyed talking to each other a lot. Last night I noticed he put a girls username on his instagram bio which wasn’t there before,so yea i figured it out they're in a relationship. Idk when did they start dating, i dont know anything about their timeline. But yea he had told me that he doesnt like any girl at the time when we were talking. Now well i feel embarassed. Idk whether I over romanticized our convos or he's a player. He seemed like a morally high person,he'd also say often to me that he felt so good talking to me im like his therapy. Even the day before his disappearance we talked a lot. He still likes instagram reels but yea wont reply to me. Idk what happened i cant let that thing outta my head. Theres no reason i can find for him to ghost me cuz in no way i soft launched my feelings for him as I said i valued the friendship more than my feelings.