I believe it's due to the overdeveloped amygdala within our overdeveloepd hemisphere again from this neurodevelopmental condition that is causing the trouble while it should be considered PTSD and too BPD that our abnormal neurodevelopment intensifies the trauma imprinted especialy in the likely overdeveloped amygdala in our overdeveloped hemisphere that makes that said amygdala overreactive that really we're stuck further reacting out of fear that it's fear of threats along with hypervigilance and victimization of feeling both weak and made to doubt ourselves especallya s "bad" despite us actually suffering to be that way that we still get not jsut reprimanded but really further bullied for it that it seems opthers can tell we're traumatized to further doubt ourselves as "weak and lesser as people" that we not only get "retaliated" but really abusively reprimanded as in bullied for it that certainly makes the trauma and the overaggravated amygdala response worse.
I was wondering if any of you suffer from this while I have to not just realize but do my best to control that said overdeveloped and overaggitated amygdala with again all of the traumas especifally from prior bullying for our condition of both autistic unawareness and autism aggravated trauma responses that maybe why some of us can't get diagnoses with ptsd despite the clear trauma and its responses we are both suffering from and displaying of.