u/Impossible-Load-587

Last night my partner took a picture of me when i had gotten out of the shower. I’ve struggled with body dysmorphia since high school and have dealt with insecurities regarding my body for as long as I can remember. i was genuinely horrified when I saw the pictures. I don’t think I’d ever felt stronger hatred for my own body. And I don’t know how to recover. I am at a point where I don’t want to be perceived at all.

I want to get away from healthcare. I can’t keep doing this anymore

I want to get into administrative/office work preferably, entry level because I don’t have much experience.

Any recommendations where to look?