I CANT GET BACK WITH HER
So 7 months ago my girlfriend and I broke up for the second time. We were dating for 9 months, broke up for 5 months, got back together and were together for about 2 years all together before we broke up this recent time. And even though there’s so much wrong about her for me I just can’t stop thinking abt her. I’ve been on dating apps and I went on a date thinking that will get my mind off her but it didn’t work, and it’s just been getting worse not better. I unblocked her on socials in the mindset that maybe she would reach out. But it is unlikely because she started dating this guy a little under a month after we broke up and they seem happy according to my friends. I don’t want to admit it but I miss her and the relationship, but maybe I just feel like that because I miss being In a relationship and not specifically that one? I don’t know, I’m just so confused and feel worthless, (other shit rn isn’t helping with my mental health). I’m so much happier when I’m in a relationship because I’m someone who is happiest around other people and someone who would give me so much love is always what i yearn for.