u/Impossible-Cry3215

Come to me, my love

Let me show you the beauty

Of the life in you

Hey guys so my "friend" (about to be acquaintance) has been really getting on my nerves lately. I used to be tolerant of it but that tolerance is running low. She likes to run her mouth about how I do things wrong and how she does it better and how what she thinks is just right all the time and I'm wrong. I work closely with her and have no choice but to be near her. But I don't wanna hear her stupid voice anymore.

As a direct, blunt, and honest person, I am working on what people call tact. I don't hate her per se she just annoys me. Help please?

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I'm scared to touch you

I'm scared to be touched by you

You're so beautiful

You're delicate yet strong

I'm afraid to make a sound out of you

To press too hard or too light

I might lose myself in you

What would others think?

If I closed my eyes

And let my hands make love to your keys?

They might call me crazy

They might point and whisper things

But should I do it anyways?

Should I just let go of my need

To be appear perfect in all my ways?

Maybe I should.

Maybe I should just feel you.

I should let you wrap me in your music,

Hold me captive as you sway me back and forth.

That's I want anyways.

I want to bring sounds out of you

That go beyond what words are capable of

expressing.

I know you'd let me.

We share a mutual interest.

We both want to be heard.

So...

Touch me. Touch my heart.

And I'll try not to hold back.

I don't wanna be scared anymore.

Scared to make a sound that might

Others might deem as weird or odd.

I want to not care about what they say.

I just want to make something beautiful with you.

I'm the only one holding me back.

So I'll let go of my leash.

Let me collapse in your arms.

I'll do everything I've always wanted to with you.

I won't hold back.

I'm coming home.

So like I was just sipping my ice cold drink when I realized that I'm about to turn 18 in five months. I won't be a freaking kid anymore. I'm gonna be on my own. I'll be a legal adult. I remember watching Steven Universe with my dad and sister on Saturdays without a care in the world! And now I'm stressing about how to pay for college. This is crazy. I don't know why this randomly popped into my brain. I just...wtf. I dunno exactly what I'm feeling rn ngl