Got married at 25 to a single son(28) of a single mom( dad died in an accident while he was still in college. I donno what's happening around me, something is wrong with them. Either his mother ( MIL) or himself is a narcissist. He showers with love and care, but I feel terrified to stay at inlaws place. MIL is a special character,treats me like a servant.doesn't let me rest and shouts when things are not going as per her plans. I have developed anxiety and other health issues including migraines, pcos,thyroid disorders. MIL doesn't want to see me and husband together.She controls everything I do, especially where I am going, what I am doing etc even if I am working, she doesn't allow me to take any decisions even to go to my parents place. Husband sides with her on most things but he is well-mannered and soft with me. I am confused. I feel like running back to my parent's place and never come back. Husband would cry and ask me to come back. Someone who has gone through these kind of problems, please tell me what comes next. What all should be expected in future. How can I stay sane, can I trust this kind of man in future.
Tldr : feels confused after arranged marriage. Something feels odd.