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So for reference I’m gay and I’ve always known I’m Gay and just last night I had my first sexual experience and I genuinely feel like I’m asexual. He was too and I was bottom and first of all lemme say that shit hurt😭 I didn’t find pleasure in that and I don’t see myself getting pleasure from topping just because it never appealed to me. I also sucked him and vise versa but I couldn’t even cum 😭 like I don’t know how to feel at all I just wasn’t feeling it. And it’s so weird because I always imagined myself to like it but now I’m confused and I need opinions 😔