Okay so i am a college freshman and i did great my first semester. Now this second semester i have failed two classes. Im going to be losing my hope scholarship and I will I even make it into nursing school? any advice? please 😔😔
okay so starting off. me and my bf got together when we were juniors in highschool. had a little moment in 10th grade but that was an utter disaster. i moved on got into another relationship 0/10. worst heartbreak it seemed of my little life lol. moved on from that after a few months then starting talking to my now bf again. just as friends like before but then we got serious and decided we wanted a relationship. he dropped out of high school and i graduated he later graduated online. so proud!! we have had our pretty bad share of moments as we all do especially this young. The summer after my graduation was great he had a great job i had a pretty good job. we went on vacation a bunch everything normal. then college came. we talked about the whole situation of our boundaries this that and the third. then he and my family moved me in. everything at this point still good and dandy. then boom two weeks in he decided he didn’t want to be tg anymore. i honestly think it was he was worried about me having this new freedom and would run with it. never ever have i done anything to lose his trust. he was being super weird one night before the BU so i drove to see him and he got super upset which was completely understandable to me. it was a stupid move for what i did but i wont get into that. so he ended things. we both talked to others this and that i neevr got into anything serious neither did he. then a month after we both agreed this was stupid and we don’t want it to be anyone else. so we got back tg this was last august. everything was great. but now it’s like we can’t get past the worst arguing stage we have ever been in. i feel like im constantly pulling and he’s pushing. he always needs alone time and i always want to talk to him. he’s recently got fired from his job while paying for a new truck and phone. and got a new job which ended up costing him more money. so i understand he is stressed. but we only get to see eachother about one a week. and during the week while im at school it feels like i dont exist it’s he needs time alone and he constantly plays video games. while im a full time student and i work part time and still making time for him. i just love him so much and he says he loves me too it just feel like we are constantly arguing and going further away from eahother. i am always selfish and nagging when i bring things up i dont like. and when i try to talk he says we can talk about it tmr and we neevr do. can someone just please give me some advice im tired of crying and feeling like im going crazy and losing my bf please and thank you!! :(
edit: i feel like i need to mention i am a really bad overthinker. like everything in life for me is always overthought about. when me and him first got tg i never really did but that was just the whole honey moon phase so everything was perfect lol. he has left me before when we were arguing and i saw that he had talked to other girls even in the one night he said we were done. so it really made me think is he just with me bc im easy. but he had a bad group of friends before and they always would push him into bad decisions. i’ve moved on from that instance but it made me always on guard for some reason. but he has never done anything sexually with any woman other than me even during out times apart. we have been tg for 2 and a half years and it’s been a long road but we both agree we wouldn’t want to do it with anyone else.