Im FTM and 16 years old and I've been out since I was like 11/12, so around the 2021 time, And I've always felt content being FTM and being slightly feminine at the same time but as of recently I've felt less like I enjoy being a boy and more that I wanna be a girl. I'm unsure if I really wanna detransition or if this is a slight phase im going through. The more I think about my future I think about being a woman with a husband, being a mom and being just a woman in general.
My only concern is I've always been told I look better as a guy and that everyone is glad I'm Trans, at the same time I really enjoy being a boy but it feels like a cosplay sometimes less than really me, I like being called a boy but being called a girl feels more fitting and even sometimes they. I'm just worried mainly what people will say and think and how I will look. I also have a boyfriend who identifies as gay hut when I've brought up in the past "would you love me if I was a worm yap yap" I also asked if he'd still love me if I was a girl and he said yes he would
I guess my main concern is if I really want this because I've been out for so long if it's just normal to feel this way? Is this a phase that I might regret? I've struggled with dysphoria in the past but now it just feels like its gone. I feel like detransitioning is betraying all I've fought for in the past. I'm stuck and confused!