u/Important-Jacket-533

I feel so done with everything in life. Nothing brings me pleasure anymore. I’ve tried dating men (I’m a 25 yo woman,) and they always end up treating me like crap. It makes me wonder if there are even any good men in the world. I have basically every mental heath issue there is: depression, anxiety, OCD, SH, eating disorder, substance abuse issues, and ADHD. I don’t want to be here anymore, but there’s nothing I can do about that. I have to stay for my cats and my family. And I’m afraid of pain. But living feels unbearable. I do nothing all day and then feel like shit. But when I have a job, I always end up wanting to kill myself bc I’m so miserable. I don’t know what to do. I’m sure no one will see this, but I needed to let it out :(