I already have the event LC for Anaxa (I can't remember that name for the life of me), is it better to pull for supports like Cerydra or Cyrene (I have Sunday and Tribbie or Sparkle) or his E1 or S1 do more damage?
I want to cut myself, rip myself apart, tear myself to shreds. My existence is utterly useless, there's no meaning in living a live as someone like me, Im set to failure from the very start of my life. Ive never been in a worse state than now, my grades and my mental health are on an all-time low, I dont have energy to do anything, Ive stopped caring about eating, showering, drinking water etc. Now all I do is actively try to not commit sh and to keep it to myself, because I dont want people knowing it. But I just cannot take this anymore, all I want is to leave all my worries behind and end it all.
Im never gonna understand why Im so bad at school tests. I do literally everything: I make summaries and mind maps of every single subject, Im in a study group in my grade and I even give classes to the people of that group. And yet I manage to get a worse grade then the guy whom I gave the freacking class. Its just isnt fair that I spent the whole time I have studying or trying to only to barely a B-, and even that isnt enough. I honestly dont know what to do because, if I give my all I barely pass, why do I keep trying? And I only a quarter of the grades in my grade (I didnt even got my biology or chemistry grade yet) and Im already that behind. Now I really domt care anymore if people are gonna see scars or not, I just want to release that frustation in any way I can