I feel so stupid
Started talking to a guy online who seemed to have all the same interests as me. Told me all the things I wanted to hear. Thought we were making a good connection, a distant one but still someone to talk to. So we both felt less lonely. We were talking every day for 3 weeks. Last couple days were off days for me and I was trying not to put that on him to manage my emotions so I was a little distant. He still seemed like he was trying to be there for me but giving me my space at the same time. Woke up today to no morning message, which is fine. I figured we’d both need a little space since we’ve been talking so much. To my surprise, I checked my inbox and found he deleted his account without so much as a goodbye. I feel so incredibly stupid. The gut punch will wear off eventually…just venting it out so maybe I’ll get over it faster. That’s all. Here’s one of my favorite salads to make