u/Ill-Comfortable-9447

i buy biggie balls too and i can drink a whole one in one day. sometimes heavy liquor is involved. i don’t know what my deal is, I haven’t been happy with life basically, im a chick too and i don’t weigh a lot so i can get really fucked up really fast, my boyfriend maintains his alcohol a lot better but he’s also an alcoholic and has just decided it’s “too late“ for him and that itll kill him if he stops…he has winged back quite a bit from liquor and mainly drinks beer now. I however drink rlly sugary and unhealthy drinks. i’ve been told by some people in my life that it’s a real issue and I need help but have no way to do it. I’m gonna try hard not to drink until my weekend because my stomach has been hurting so bad lately i can hardly function at work SOBER. one weekend binge will make my stomach hurt all week as of late. but what’s really terrible is the second it stops hurting i’m back at it again and lately feels like i lack self control, have no problem blowing my money on those expensive drinks. I need some words of encouragement honestly. I don’t want liver issues when i’m old, and I don’t wanna go down the same route my alcoholic family members have. it hasn’t gotten to the point where i’m drunk at work or before work but ill drink before events a lot. so I think i have a high chance of turning my life around.