Not feeling welcomed TW
Hi, I have BPD and was diagnosed as soon as I can. My bf 30, has gone through some trauma with people with BPD, he also has a short temper with me when I say something about mental health.
I am 24m, me and my bf have been together for a little over two years. I don’t know how to tell him that I’m feeling upset or anything because he doesn’t believe in mental health. According to my bf, mental health isn’t really real. Just an excuse.
I have tried to commit over 150+ times, I’ve done Ect, over 100 times. I’m trying to be okay for him. I have bipolar 1, anorexia nervous restricting, gad, bpd, adhd, ocd and bdd. He doesn’t understand how to support at all. I was just wondering, does anyone have tips to show how I feel to my partner. I love him so much, this is draining me though. I just need some ideas on how to handle it.
Thank you!