u/Ifo_Ortiz

I’ve recently accepted I’m at the very least bi. All my life I’ve been with exclusively women but temptation lead one thing to another I’ve found myself experimenting and experiencing, viola, now also enjoy the company of fellow men lmao. Because of my past I assumed I would be only a top but once again temptation has gotten the best of me and I’ve found myself with the urge to be on my knees/ bottom. An insatiable urge. I built up to it, first with head, then with a toy while solo. My luck has it, This last hook up he had noticed me eyeing down his baby arm and he offered to top me. Turns out he has wanted to try being a top for some time. I’m on all fours, he’s trying his hardest, but no dice. I felt so guilty, the nicest, thickest man I’ve tasted and I couldn’t take him. I’m wondering if there’s any tips or tricks I should try before attempting again? Should I go with a bigger toy for practice ? Or smaller IRL while I build experience in the back door? Any guidance helps, hoping one day for it to just happen with ease.