Am I abnormal how I constantly commit taboos? How do I stop?
It keeps happening: I keep breaking unwritten social rules or doing socially unacceptable things and getting the worst punishments. For example, I see both genders going into both bathrooms at my college frequently (both men in women's bathrooms and women in men's bathrooms), but when I did, I got a meeting with student conduct and they banned me from living on-campus. And I recently made posts showing chat messages where I thought it was OK to talk about my sexuality, when sex-related things were brought up before (you check my post history for these message), however everyone got pissed at me and also kicked me out and punished me.
I keep being an asshole without realizing it until after the fact and don't know how to stop.