u/IeatTacos247

WHY CANT I CRY WHY CANT I CRY IM SO FUCKIGN YPSET AND FRUSTRATED IM SO BURNT OUT I WANT TO FUCKING DIE I FEEL SO UPSET AND THEN IM GOING TO CRY AND THEN IT FUCKING DISAPPEARS AND NOTHING IS THERE ANYMORE AND IM NOT UPSET AND ITS JUST GONE AND FUCK I HATE IT SO MUCH WHY CANT I FEEL ANYTHING WHY DO I JUST DISSOCIATE AND DISSOCIATE AND DISSOCIATE AND DISSOCIATE NOTHING FEELS REAL I CANT BE FUCKING PRESENT OR FEEL ANYTHING EVER IM SO UPSET RIGHT NOW BUT IM *NOT* UPSET BECAUSE IM NOT FEELING ANYTHING FUCK I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF