u/IdolatryofCalvin

Every time he goes to detox, he gets himself fucked up into oblivion. He “wants” to get clean, but at the same time, he’s shooting fentanyl right before he walks in the door and is shoving fentanyl up his ass to take later while he’s there- this is a person WILLINGLY going to detox.

Does everyone else’s addicts do this?? He keeps saying that it’s saying goodbye to the love of his life and if he doesn’t get high before he goes in, he will crave it even worse when he gets out.

I try to have some empathy, but I firmly believe that he’s making excuses and he can’t honestly be that serious about getting clean. Since I’ve known him (2years) ge’s gone to detox 7+ times. He has done this every time…