Sleep apnea is disgustingly awful
I have mild sleep apnea but this feels like hell. The last few days have been terrible. I feel so tired all day and I haven’t for the life of me been able to fall asleep with the CPAP on yet. I’m only 19 days in using it so surgery isn’t on the table yet. It HAS to work forever starting tonight because I cannot handle this any longer. I’m gonna lose my mind. My mom’s stupid and says being tired is just a part of adult life but if this is how adult life feels I can’t continue living. I can’t keep doing this. I’ve always struggled with my mental health and if I can’t sleep and have to feel fatigued for any longer there’s literally no point in living. I called my sleep doctors office but they aren’t in till 7am tomorrow so I had to leave a voice mail. I can’t live like this any longer. I’m miserable. God help me.