yeah, so I’ve been doing sh for the past 3-ish months (which I guess doesn’t seem like a lot until u realise i used to cut like almost every night). I thought I was really good with covering the scars up (long sleeves, concealer, stuff like that) I also tried not to show my mood when I was around ppl and I didn’t tell anyone bout my cutting.
everything was going smoothly until I twisted my knee while I was in a rock-climbing class and I had to go to a rehabilitation clinic to get my leg checked and all that. And well, my mom being a former person who also worked in that speciality wanted to see what the doctor did to me and like to it at home? Idk. And well, because, like I said, I twisted my knee i had to take my jeans off and lo and behold… my scars kinda showeddddd
She asked me bout them and i tried to play it cool and like say I tripped while I was on a walk or some shit like that but I could see she wasn’t buying it
after a couple of days she told me that she knew I was sh-ing coz she saw those scars in my leg and also she saw them on my arm which like wtf how??? I literally only wear hoodies??? How could she see them, Uhhh?
so yeah, she booked a psychologist appointment and it’s in like two weeks and im sooo fricking scared coz like I’ve never talked about my sh-ing whith anybody and also I never really been to a psychologist and my mom is gonna be there with me and im kinda spiralling to so pls pls pls help me out here <33 like how is it gonna be? What questins r they gonna ask me? And like… Idk any tips would be really welcome here guys <33