i half assed an attempt and now me and my partner aren't happy because of the side effects.
before i even start explaining myself i want to clarify none of this is like health related other than just for my own pleasure to feel better. the other day i decided to give up and just try to overdose and pray for death. i got my antidepressants and downed whatever was in the bottle. in a couple minutes i was in a lot of pain but i could tell i wasn't going to die from this even if i wanted to. so instead of just sitting there on the bathroom trying to fight my vomit, i puked a lot of it up. it took a couple days but now i can properly walk again with minor shaking. my issue is the antidepressants had a side effect of delayed ejaculation. it has been 4 days since i took the pills and i still cannot cum at all. it's very bothering because my love partner wants to try and help me in a romantic way that i can't really take if i can't experience the full thing and instead just tire us both out. i know that consequences come with actions and all that, but i still am very bothered by this a ton. sorry about the slightly intimate vent yall.
love you guys and i swear yall are worth all the time in the world. keep fighting as long as you can alright?