Caught him again
He’s been saying that he has been clean and been doing well with his csat and support groups and saying he doesn’t feel the urge anymore and that was a mb for letting my guard down. We had gone to my parent’s house for Mother’s Day this weekend. I had unplugged his phone from his charger to charge my vape (an unfortunate habit I fell back into after all this) and decided to check his phone while he was passed out, found out he had been using throughout the entire trip, I feel disgusted and angry and I confronted him about it. He finally admitted to it and instead just shut down and didn’t talk to me and became depressed. I understand it affects him too but I am far past pushing my feelings to comfort him. I feel like I’m disconnecting so much more bc he can’t just be honest with me.