I did some stupid things,he was a good guy,but I asked him many times for communication in ldr,he was busy,I started getting angry and frustrated,I sent many text that led to miscomunication,we agreed on breaking up,I miss him and if he wanted me back I would try and try my best to take what he told me (the things he said where legit,we just talked about it too late,the damage was already done.) but at the same idk if it'd be worth it,but at the same time I miss HIM when we were together irl.
I don't want someone else but at the same time i feel he won't forgive me and he made my mental health worse in ldr and various other stuff,but at the same time I miss the fun we had,the conversations sometimes,sleeping together (not necesseraly in that way...ykwim,just laying there and laughing).