My friend i met online actually lives 2 hours away and we are both crazy obsessed with yanderes. So whenever we hang out all we do is talk about how much we adore them and how we would gladly keep them locked up forever. We both match each other's freak its so fun! Please get yourself a yandere obsessed bestie guys its amazing!
I dropped out of college twice already. Last time was March of last year. I was doing so well. And then things started to crumble. I love to learn but I always struggled. It finally caught up to me and I couldn't bare it anymore. I knew that If I didnt leave school I would do something bad. Real bad. I left. Rejoined, then things got bad again. And left.
I finally got my adhd diagnosis. Now im medicated but I feel useless. I see my friends go to school. Im surrounded by college kids since I live in a college town. I still work at the same place ive been at since high school. People are moving on and Im stuck. Im terrified to go back to school. I wish I could but financially and mentally I cant. School left me deeply scarred and honestly traumatized. I have nightmares about missing assignments, classes, and more. I wake up in a cold sweat and I start to cry and panic. The dread follows me throughout the following days until it leaves and returns in another nightmare. I just had to drive around town to do errands and I saw college kids graduating taking photos. And I cried because that could've been me. If I just focused hard enough, if I didn't let my brain get the best of me. I was going to be the first person in my family to graduate. I was finally going to do something with my life. Now im stuck and sinking so far. I really think I am worthless.