I broke up with my ex, which I had 10 years relationship with. We made it through a lot of things, grew up together, explore our lives together, and tried to build a future. In the end, she hesitated on me, and wanted to postpone our marriage without exact time. I told her, if even after all these years she can’t be sure of me, how many more years will she need to be sure?. So, I decided to end things even if it shatter both of our heart. I can face families hesitation, but seeing your spouse hesitates on you, that really teared my heart apart. She said those words in front of her family, in the moment where I was hoping that she would try to stand together with me.
After the breakup, she asked me to stay in contact, because she’s unable to let go of the past. I agreed, because while I’m in pain, I still love her deeply, more than anything. But after few days, I knew that we can’t keep doing this. None of us could continue our lives like this. So, I made the decision to cut off contact with her. I deleted everything about our relationship, which I cherished with all my heart.