I’m sorry I know it’s pathetic I’ve posted on here before but I feel so fucking bad it’s just eating me up Its so hard for me to talk about how I feel but I just can’t keep keeping it in I just want someone to care
My birthdays coming up soon but I’ve felt so terrible recently and I hate my birthday I don’t usually celebrate it I’ve stopped the past few years and I know that’s common for a lot of people but I told my friends to not worry about it and I’ve just been feeling so fucking depressed it’s like the closer it gets the worse I feel and im just not sure how much more of this I can take it’s so hard to feel this bad and pathetic everyday
I’m sorry ik im pathetic but I’ve been feeling like I don’t even know what’s my point in being here anymore I’ve been trying so hard and I still just feel so fucking lonley and I just wanted someone to ltaljvto about how I’ve felt
I’m sorry im so fucking pathetic but I’ve been having really bad thoughts and just a harder time then I usually already have and I feel so fucking alone I just wanted to talk about it with somebody im sorry
I’m so sorry im having such a hard day and i just feel so alone and needed to talk to someone
I just feel super alone and I’ve been feeling terrible all day like I just want to cry so fucking bad I hate this feeling so much of being alone
I’m so exhausted ive been just goofing and going and it’s hitting me all at once and I feel like I’ve lost energy for everything and I just don’t know how much more of this I’m going to be able to take before I just say fuck it it dosent matter anymore not that it does now
I don’t know how much more I have and if there really is any point in even going much more
I’ve just been dealing with sm recently and haven’t been able to really get it all out and I just need someone to talk or listen to