u/Icy-Lengthiness7682

I just need an opinion, bit of context, last year I had a bit of a mental health thing at school and it was horrible and this one teacher in particular really tried to help me with everything and I really appreciated it. He continued to like make sure everything was okay and i have a pretty bad habit of lying and saying yes when its not true, I just cant accept help because i feel like im bothering everyone and its not that serious. Skip to this year and im doing so shitty, i relapsed today, and overall feel horrible and i would like to talk to someone about it and I thought maybe i could talk to him but i feel like its nonsense and hes busy enough, i dont even know if he cares anymore or whatever. I worked up the courage to try today but i couldn’t find him when i tried and i thought idk maybe thats a sign or something to not say anything, I don’t know what to do i feel like im just being dramatic

Addiction sucks