u/Icy-Argument9107

Hey everyone, i need help!

My almost 18 month old doesn't care much for solids, but LOVES breastmilk! We do porridge rather faithfully, and offer everything we eat daily. There's a severe dairy allergy, so no milk, yogurt, cheese, etc. There was a time when they were doing much better, so sleep was good. Now, They share a bed with an older sibling in another room, but wake up and come find me to nurse them each night! I'm tired! I love my babies, but I need them to sleep through the night. Lol

I had a dream last week where my husband, kids and I took some nieces out to some kind of Waterpark or so. Suddenly, we walked into my old church where a wedding was being setup for me. As I was dressing up, I noticed someone else (I know this person, he's like a brother) was dressing up as the groom. I was confused, but kept going. Once I was done, I started looking for my husband to tell him I'd come up with a plan to have him step out as the real groom. Couldn't find him in the crowd, and the wedding started. There were no processions; everybody stood up to welcome the groom and the pastor. When they got to the pulpit, I picked up my bag and walked out. Got to my car, the driver's door was ajar. I got in, and started to head towards home. Got stuck in traffic, and decided to walk through a market. Some "guide" walked up to me, giving me directions. I mistakenly found myself in the midst of something he warned me against, and almost got in trouble. Next thing you know, some men in black are chasing me. I wake up.

Now, dreamt husband and I were preparing for our wedding. We left what appeared to be his dad's house for a walk, leaving the children with family. Upon return, the house was starting to fill up with family. It was mostly his side of the family, but a lot of people I'd never met before. I was in the room with his mom, aunt and a bunch of children, when a child came in, and I hugged them so tight. For some reason, there was a knowledge that the child was mine (or had lived with me and became like mine), who I had sent to stay with someone for about 2 years. As I was hugging them, I was asking myself why I would send my middle child away, and it was clear that it had been decided for me. The aunt wanted me to let go of the child, so I could get ready. I asked to hold the child a little longer, since I hadn't seen them for so long. His mom nodded her consent. Shortly after, everyone walked out, and I went to take a shower, noticing that some of my family had started showing up.

Sidenote: I had a miscarriage 4yrs ago. Dunno if that matters.

Happy interpreting! Thanks in advance!