u/Icetrapped_

My (F19) attraction to men and women feels different. With men my attraction is more based on context and more emotional, i have zero interest in random men and i get lots of crushes on fictional men (but almost never on women lol). But with women its more immediate, sexual and more spontaneous , but its very easy for me to get horny with women , i fantasize about having sex with women often and I find myself checking out random women occasionally (i strongly prefer fems). My attraction to women feels "male gazey", i can't relate with having more emotional/romantic attraction to women or depending on context with women , i mean im capable of liking women romantically but im more sexually attracted to women and it makes me feel that im not better than a straight man.