Im not saying I'm not grateful to be alive or anything like that. Im just saying, waking up sucks.
By the time I wake up, my morphine er and oxycodone from last night has worn off AND I'm super sore and stiff from laying down so long.
Things get better once I move around some and my morning pain meds kick in.
This is a rough day for those of us that have gone no contact with our "mothers". That bitch will never get another happy mother's day from me for as long as she lives. She was no mother and doesn't deserve to be celebrated as one.
This is just 1 page of my latest UA results. Im confused on the PCP. It doesnt say none detected like the other but its not highlighted red as positive.
Ive been very lucky so far with the shortages. My small local independent pharmacy has been amazing. About 2 months ago, I started getting a different generic. I had been getting the Rhodes ABG morphine er 30mgs. Now its ranbaxy or something like that.
I filled my morphine er Monday and they only had 60/90. They can usually order medication and get it the next day. However, this time the rest of my script for be in until Friday. Im not going to be without meds or anything but I worry this is a bad sign for supply issues.
Anyone else had issues getting it?
I have my PM appointment this morning at 9am. Its an hour away so I'll have to leave at 7:30.
I feel like shit. Fucking anxiety. Im hella nauseous with stomach pains. I dont even have a fucking reason to be anxious! But you can't tell my brain that. My pill count is good. My UAs are usually good. I don't take more than prescribed. I don't use illicit drugs, unless you count marijuana.
I can't wait to get this over with and come back home.