I feel like I can't succeed in this field
I'm a 20 year old nursing student and I have failed anatomy and physiology II twice. I feel so behind now and don't want to take the class again. I literally can't imagine doing all that studying and sacrifice all over again for a third time. The frustrating part is this has always been my dream. I loved my actual nursing classes and thrived in them. I have been beaten down over and over and over again by this one class and it's tanked my GPA to a 2.9... there goes my chances of being a nurse practitioner lmao. I'm transferring schools and considering changing majors but maybe I should try this class one more time? idk, I've been so burnt out and frustrated by school I just want to work so badly. My mental health has never been worse. My possible OCD symptoms keep on progressing and I have dangerous thoughts that don't go away. I cry myself to sleep every night because I feel worthless. I wish I could see myself succeeding in this career, but it feels like all hope has been stripped away from me. I'm just... done.