AIO cuz I’m upset with my mom and my teacher for making me a “surprise”
My math teacher wants to make her students happy by telling their parents to make a voice message for them and plays it in class in front of everyone I told my mom today if she asks u don’t send it cuz yk I hate it then she said suspicious stuff so I knew she make it and now I’m rlly upset and she wants to know why I don’t need to explain why it makes me upset I hate explaining myself I don’t like being in the center of attention I hate having my privacy stripped away my mom never shows affection physically or verbally this is gonna be so uncomfortable I hate this and if I ask the teacher not to play it in front of my classmates she will say no cuz she probably thinks I’m making excuses cuz I’m embarrassed let me add to the fact that she gonna record my reaction even my friends r laughing at me cuz they think it’s cute that I’m embarrassed I’m not fucking embarrassed I said I hate this I hate this just cuz U like sharing ur emotions and being in the center of attention doesn’t mean I have to
Ik that there r other important things than this I jus wanted to get this off of my chest I’m so angry and i feel like I’m overreacting but I can’t help it
Edit:
I don’t get why adults on here are excepting me to man up and treating me like I’m a 30 year old man and to just deal with embarrassment again im not embarrassed I don’t like being in the center of attention and I am diagnosed with social anxiety disorders and I get panic attacks from situations like these very often telling me to just get over it won’t help and thank you a lot to everyone who is sending support and love thanks 🤍