u/ITREALLEHHURTS

I got scammed and I'm petty

I got scammed and I'm petty

I got scammed by this ho in a grow a garden trade, (including r0bux) luckily I have extras of the pets I traded lmao, so yeah beware of this pathetic how, spam report him if you want :d and yeah, he blocked me ofc 😌 I already switched accounts to friend him again lol, I know who you are and you're not safe.

u/ITREALLEHHURTS — 8 hours ago

My mom wants me to start vlogging

(Idk if this is supposed to be here)

So. We're poor. My dad is the only one working and he's sick with diabetes. His body is literally frail and thin and he refuses to get medical help. Yet he keeps talking about how he wants a good future for us but he doesn't even want to live long enough to see it. I'm only fifteen years old. And I've had a hard time growing up. I used to be one of those golden kids. The smart, confident and pretty ones. I used to be that. But then, the pandemic came and everything went downhill. Including my confidence which was torn down by my mom when I started to stop doing hygiene or when I would feel unmotivated to attend online classes. And to this day, I have no idea what might've caused it. I rlly grew weary about people too. I worry about what they think. I can't even make proper eye contact and I don't even wanna be seen or noticed half the time. So back to the topic, since my dad is sick and the company he's working in is going to let him go next year, my mom and dad have been telling me and my siblings to start vlogging. Because it's easy money. I get that they're worried and all. There's a lot of complications with our situation. My mom also has asthma so technically she can't work. I just don't know what to do. I don't wanna start vlogging. Just the thought of always needing to entertain an audience. To always do this. Do that. That sometimes you aren't able to have privacy to yourself. It just feels like it sucks. And we don't have a lot of content variety that people will enjoy. The content that people enjoy in our country are just.. celebrities. Or just someone who shows their face. But I don't want to do that. I'm ugly as hell. And I just don't feel motivated. I'm not saying I don't wanna help. And yes. I'm blaming my fucking father because he refuses to get the help he needs. So now. Everything falls back on us. Now we're also stressed because my mom wants us to do something about our situation. She wants it for us, I get that BUT WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO DO??? IM A KID. IM A FUCKING KID AND YOU FORCED ME TO BE THIS WAY BECAUSE INSTEAD IF BEING A SUPPORTIVE MOTHER. YOU TORE ME DOWN EVERY CHANCE YOU FUCKING GOT. DOWN TO MY FACE. TO MY BODY. TO MY FUCKING PERSONALITY. AMD EVEN THE WAY I DRESS. ALL OF IT. SO NOW YOU EXPECT ME TO DO A JOB THAT REQUIRES YOU TO BE OPEN AND PUBLIC WITH PEOPLE!? FUCK NO. FUCK YOU. Absolutely fuck you. Mom. And you too dad. You can't even take care of yourself.

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u/ITREALLEHHURTS — 2 days ago