u/ILoveCalebWilliams

So there’s a girl I really like and for situations I won’t explain we can’t be together and she’s not ready to talk to anyone right now

For the past month I have been visualizing us together at night and whenever I’m free and I have been telling myself she’s mine and she’s already mine. There have been other girls who have come into my life and even then I just wanted to put my energy towards this one girl and haven’t talked to them. Recently though past 2 days I really just am starting to stop caring about her like in a ideal world I want to be with her but now I really don’t care if she doesn’t text back or talk to me. Am I doing this right