u/ILiekRedditVids

Hello, I am a 19 year old female I am not formally diagnosed with OCD though every therapist iv been with had suggested I likly have it and I was part way though the diagnosis process had a long insurance battle that was not resolved before I lost my insurance. I truly don't have 200+ dollars a month to spend on appointments, but I desperately need a diagnosis and therapy. Recently this has been overwhelming in the past year my OCD has gotten worse and worse. To the point that my bf who is a batchlors in phycology and very supportive and patient is telling me I truly need to look in to therapy and possible medication. I can't wake up with out immediately being bombarded with a million obsessive thoughts. When even a small thing goes wrong such as I broke my bfs broom(we live together) he was slightly irritated and I proceeded to have a mental breakdown I could not stop think about the possibly of ever little thing like him kicking me out us breaking up and a million other things just because of a stupid broom. It greatly affects my life to the point of walking out the door I cry almost every single day thinking and thinking about all of the possible things that could go wrong. I need help I'm in the Orlando, (Winter Spring, Winter Park, and Sandford) area if any one has any suggestions on where to start please let me know