Hey everyone, new here so please let me know if I’m breaking any rules here.
I used to use just about everything, my main thing was meth coz it’s the cheapest but my all time favourite is coke.
I had a full relapse in December of last year but been clean since then.
For the last month I’ve had the biggest craving for meth, every time I’ve fallen into meth addiction it’s just sort of happened. This time though I’m properly planning it out though and I’ve figured out that with my job I can support a meth addiction.
I already know I will regret it and I have no idea if it’ll make my job way easier or way harder, (I work in sales over the phone) coz when I’m with people who are doing it it’ll be great, but then I’ll have to go home and work, then what do I do, just stay home with my thoughts, that’s not gonna be good at all, or do I go out till it’s time to work again only to have to lug it back home.
Not sure if it’s important but I know that I’m one of those people who if I won 5 million dollars I’d be using everyday for the rest of my life.
I don’t know what to do or if anyone can help, but this is like an itch I haven’t been able to scratch for over a month now.