I keep this faded hospital bracelet in my wallet as a reminder of that day. I woke up early in the morning to an empty home. My kids had been taken. The woman I loved was gone, and I had never felt more alone. They were gone because of my choices, because of my actions and because most importantly I allowed alcohol and depression take control of my life. That early morning, I attempted to take my own life. Fortunately, for me, I was unsuccessful and was taken to a hospital and I was never the same again. I’m proud to say today that I have not had any alcohol since that day. I married that woman who stuck by my side through every withdrawal and pain in the coming days after my hospital stay. I have my kids and have the best relationship I’ve ever had with them.. And to cap it all off today We purchased our first house. I don’t know if anyone will read this but if you are reading this just know you aren’t alone and it’s never too late. I never thought I would be where I am today over three years ago. I see a lot of negative stuff online. I wanted to share some positive news and if anyone reading this needs help Im here for you. You are worth it. And you are stronger than you know.