u/IDontUseEdge

I came into bhkti about 3 years ago. life has filled with obstacles since then, I have lost many friends. I know this is what happens in the path of bhakti.

but now I stand in a moment in life where I am almost graduated with no job in hand, that too is my fault for not studying well enough. But... I don't know I want him to help me, if not him where will I go crying after reaping the fruits of what I have sown, where will a child ho after he hurts himself while playing if not to his mother. I try every single day applying for jobs like a mad man. I recently gave an exam and it was really good but turns out I don't fit the criteria. It feels like my dreams are being crushed. Oh lord I don't know what to do. all I want is to be rich enough to serve my family, feed the poor and the animals. why does it feel like he does not want me to do that even! what does he want. please dear devotees guide me

I am currently in the final year of my engineering education(8th sem going on), I had some backlogs but I have cleared them, yet two from 6th sem remain and their exam is scheduled in May or June.

I gave nqt on 1st April and I think I performed well with great confidence in the aptitude section and 12/14 test cases in the coding questions. I think I might get shortlisted for an interview (looking at the amount of time other people receive updates I might get some update soon.)

I am not able to find details about criteria for live backlogs on the nqt site and unofficial information is foggy with some sources saying that by the time of joining they should be cleared or 1-2 are allowed at the time of selection process etc.

can someone please clear my confusion.

this might be a silly question , please don't judge me but I have had a record of getting backlogs in multiple subjects in each sem in my engineering and i cleared them in multiple attempts, because of this I have multiple marksheets for the same sem , for example for 2nd sem I have three marksheets because I cleared all the subjects in 3 attempts.

so my question is, during the document verification, interview etc do I have to take each and every marksheet of each sem(i could make a book out of it) or should I just upload/carry the marksheet that shows the final gpa of the sem with all subjects cleared.