u/IDipMyCookiesInWater — reddlx

I never thought I would be here yet here I am.

In the past, I have had my T3 and my T4 levels below normal range. I even had my vitamin D deficiency moment however for the first time, my TPO levels are severely high. The only thing that I have done, I completely went off medication. I focused more on giving the vitamins and minerals. My body needed however, I did not focus on removing GMO‘s dairy or gluten from my diet. I basically stopped caring when it came to restricting my diet and I honestly started feeling and getting better however for 6 months i started feel not so great which is why i finally decided to go and get tested.

And I need advice drs have failed me before and I got to heal many parts of myself all alone

If I got to get everything else within normal ranges alone without medication

Would we say focusing on taking known triggers like dairy, GMO’s, gluten, nightshade fruits and vegetables, etc. removing them completely out my diet and getting tested again. To see if I can reduce my antibodies?

Anyone else been where I am?

Hello everyone I’m a 32y/o f. And I’m here to vent a bit.

I use to be very social. Had plenty of friends to hang out and do things with. Loved keeping my family close no matter what. Was a lil popular on TikTok and had a decent following on ig & X. Also was very active on snap &fb.

However, 3 years ago going on to 4 this August. I realized everyone was just using me for something. Financially, emotionally, or physically…. I slowly removed people from my life. I deleted everything off social media and deleted the accounts too. Stayed off them for 2 years. Recently have made a few accounts again but staying very private.

I’m at the point when and where I talk to no one about anything personal. I keep to myself and sometimes I want to vent like I’m doing now.. but to who? I have no one I can trust no one who is genuine.. I remember the last time I tried to talk about my feelings and my day and the person ignored me. Completely I poured myself to them and they simply went, “that’s nice” that response didn’t go with anything I had said. But it made me just stop talking leaving and never speaking like that to another person again. I’ll talk to myself or animals or plants when I know I’m all alone. I also enjoy going out alone. Restaurants and movies sometimes is weird because people think I’m waiting on someone or I got stud up😩

Ik it sounds like I’m looney and in a way I am. Because who enjoys to just be alone? And never wants to let anyone close again?

I’ve come to enjoy my solitude and have romanticized lonesome. Many people say I’m a great listener and even consider me their best friend. Thing is they don’t even know one single person thing about me 😅

Today I had a horrible day and I cried out of frustration. And now I’m here writing this down 🤣Thing is now I feel like it’s unnecessary to do so. Like I got it all out. I’ll still post for the heck of it tho.