So I didn't improve
It's 8 months since I contracted herpes and nothing has improve. My depression is just getting worse and worse. I had an opportunity to graduate but I couldn't finish my practice on time. I still can't finish coz all my body and mind scream HERPES, it hurts almost all the time. Just rn I have an outbrake and had a panic attack on mother's day. My father just told me when I'm gonna start my tesis if just sleep and be like this.
I don't want to live like this anymore. Death is so much cheaper and easy. I hate all of this. I was so closed to graduate in five years, be happy. Opportunities and now I have nothing, any doctor wants me coz I disappear in any moment and I can't finish something
I gonna ends things soon IG. Don't think I have a good future anymore