u/IBOSSWOLF

I was so close to climbing out of this hole. I could see the light beyond for the first time.

I suddenly lost access to my medication, but I thought I could make it the rest of the way without it. I couldn't.

I haven't moved in weeks. I want to get back on my medication but my doctor is unavailable for the next two months.

I can't hold on for that long, my hand is already slipping. I don't want to fall, I don't have it in me to climb from the bottom again, not after coming so close.