u/I-Eat-Crayons-3

Alright first things first, I'm a trans boy. I dress feminine (if you saw me id just look like a girl with short hair.) I don't give a fuck about passing so I don't pass. At school most of the time I use the girls bathroom because I don't want anyone to be uncomfortable and I look like a girl and honestly it's just where I've always gone so it's kinda habit at this point, but I'm equally comfortable in either bathroom. I go to a liberal school so nobody would really care if I choose to use the men's room. What bathroom do you guys think is most appropriate for me to use / Would me being in the girls room make you uncomfortable?

My hyperfixations are ruining my life slowly and I don't know how to stop because if I stop pursuing my hyperfixations It wouldn't be good either. I have combined type adhd and I've been hyperfixating on Iron Lung, In space with Markiplier, and Project hail mary. I'm obsessed with these movies and shows because they feel so important and have messages that feel real but they all make me feel extremely sad and depressed and I've been having a really hard type because these shows are all I ever think about and I've been the most depressed I've been in 4 years. I just need help balancing hyperfixations with life and help staying happy while hyperfixating on such sad media.