u/HyperTechno23

like seriously, it's ridiculous to see that even average looking and autistic people are able to get friends and a relationship, which proves that it's possible literally for everyone else except for me. what did i do wrong? i'm a 20yo male, i'm 5'1, on the spectrum/possibly autistic, never been in a relationship, never had irl friends, struggling to maintain my online friends, never been employed due to my severe anxieties and mental illnesses. it really hurts to live like this and see others having smth that i'll never have - acceptance and happiness