Regrouping/removing attachment to sp
I was/am... attached to my sp and it’s been causing me a lot of issues emotionally. I’ve been reactive and anxious a lot toward him and the situation and I felt like it was just consuming me. Over this past weekend, things got more tough.. we usually talk every day. But he didn't reach out for 2-3 days. and this seems to be an occurrence over some weekends as of late, cause he’s with the 3p. (I think this is a story I created, cause he used to spend all his weekend time reaching out or trying to play a video game together at least but after some things and he chose to stay in his situation even though he says he loves me… I think I realized I put priority on the 3p as well). Anyway, after this weekend, he reached out apologizing for being so quiet and said he’d just been busy. I didn’t reply. And even this morning, he knew I was unhappy but still said good morning and wanted to call, wondering how much trouble he was in for not talking to me all weekend. I’ve been short with him. Not mean. Just collected. I told him I was busy with work and we could talk another day. Internally, I feel I need to regroup. I’m tired of feeling like I’m not a priority. I’ve had enough of him just reaching out when he’s at work. Can I still manifest this even if I step away from him? I guess the answer is yes. But I guess I’m curious if anyone else has had to regroup and recenter themselves so they can find the right headspace for manifesting?
I feel i should add that I don’t reach out to him first typically, unless I’m just in a happy flow state. And I didn’t reach out at all this past weekend.