u/HunterWithors

This is more to shout into the void, but its done, the relationship has been left, tried to leave civilly, it was followed with begging, pleaing, tears and eventually "you wanted this"

I loved them but the dynamic was killing me... years in the future could have left to unsavoury thoughts.

To those who are on the fence about it.... can you mentally survive longer while losing yourself?

To those who got out and are years down the line, does the feeling in your stomach go away?

Is it considered a big change to broaden shoulders of a model and change the torso to have a different shape. Or would it be easier to build a model to the desired proportions. Trying to estimate what a comission will likely end up being work wise.