Just need support
I am going through the worst depression I’ve ever experienced. I’ve lost 5 family members over 5 years all really sudden. Two of the deaths were siblings that took their on life. One was just a month ago. We have gone through infertility (male factor) and two IVF rounds that ended in no embryos. We started a business that’s been really stressful and worked 12 hour days.
Throughout all of this my husbands addiction to looking at other women has prevailed. Every horrific thing I’ve gone through has been shadowed by the trauma of finding another woman.
I am so dead inside and struggling to function on a daily basis. I see two therapist and I’m on an ssri. On top of that I just found out I have PCOS. The adrenal kind so my stress hormones are so high. I’m suppose to do IUI this month with donor sperm and literally start hormone medication today.
Of course this morning he freaked out when I needed to use his phone.
I’m exhausted I need support.