u/HungryAd8742

Im 16 and have been cutting for some years now, the last few months it has turned into some kind of kink i guess. I find sh scars and sh in general attractive and i feel like it is something that i would need from a partner in a relationship to be happy. I dont want this i dont want a relationship to be dependent on pain. Can anybody tell me whats wrong with me??

I have been cutting for a few years now and it has started to turn into kind of a kink. Over time i found self harm really attractive and i feel like i couldnt be in a relationship where the other person doesnt self harm. Is this normal or is something weird with me??