u/Hungry-Mission-9561

Without saying too much, because I know lots of people read the same story every day about first relationships ending, I went through a breakup last year. It wasn't easy, because even though what he said made sense, I never received proper closure. I had to switch classes eventually, and do the hard work to scrutinize this guy to the best of my ability in my head. Today marks 3 days until my normal, everyday, high school ends (this is my senior year). I've spent months on end avoiding my ex, being upset over the dude, and doing my best to process things (while also receiving unwanted information about him). I don't know what is so different from today than the rest of my life these past few months. It is the same mundane thing: trying not to notice my ex with this sophomore chick and powering down schoolwork. However, I didn't feel as upset or distraught. I felt sort of...numb? I don't know, I am trying to not overcomplicate things in my head as this just might be some form of emotional burnout due to college stuff. Today felt a bit different that's all.