This is the angriest I've ever been
I Never Knew What Anger Felt Like
I never knew what anger felt like
Until I met you
I never knew how mad I could be
Until this happened
Until you betrayed me
I never got angry
I never screamed in fury
I cried and sobbed
I used soft and docile words
I was never aggressive
Never wanted to cause conflict
Maybe that's how we got to this point
You trusted fucking tarot cards before me
You said we need to communicate for this to be a healthy relationship
You fucking hypocrite
You're a liar and a hypocrite and I should've trusted my gut
I'm grieving what we could've become
I trusted you
I wanted a life with you
I'm grieving the little and big moments all the same
I'm feeling so many conflicting emotions
I'm angry
I'm hurt
I miss you
I love you
I hate you
I can't even write this fucking poem without you
I never knew what anger felt like
True anger
Until I met you