u/Humble-Play-8867

lately everything feels too heavy for me. pagod na pagod na talaga ako mentally and emotionally. i stopped school twice because of my mental health, and hanggang ngayon dala-dala ko pa rin yung guilt and shame because of it. ang hirap makita na my friends are graduating next year while i’m still stuck trying to fix myself and survive at the same time. sometimes i can’t help but feel like such a failure and disappointment kasi parang everyone’s moving forward habang ako naiwan. people think being delayed is just about school, pero they don’t see the breakdowns, the sleepless nights, the constant battle inside your head just to make it through another day. nakakapagod maging strong all the time when deep inside you’re already falling apart.